I pick him up from the crib where’s he’s peacefully curled up tight; I cradle this newest nephew. It is his being small that is so inviting. To cuddle, to kiss, to feel reassured as he falls back asleep on my shoulder. The small mouth, nose, hands, feet … it is human in miniature form. And who is not awed by the sight of a baby?
Small is what I try to avoid. I don’t want to need anything or anyone larger than me. I want be big; to write big; to speak big; to be big and help others and not ever ever ever need to return to small, dependent reality.
But it is reality for all of us humans when we see a glimpse of who God is – like seeing a horizon’s edge of ocean meeting sky, or being enveloped by a mountain range, or peering down the Cliffs of Moher on an Irish coast … it is actually in this being small I am able to feel utterly safe, realizing I am cradled in the arms of a God who is big enough to hold me, to give what I need before I know what or how to ask for it, to draw me close to him in love before I even know his name.
As my small nephew cuddled up to his Aunt Heather last night, not knowing who I am but feeling the love I have, so may I draw close to my God who holds me in his big embrace.
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6 thoughts on “Five minute Friday: “small””
“may I draw close to my God who holds me in his big embrace.” Absolutely Beautiful post! Thank you for sharing. Stopping by from Five Minute Friday.
Mary, thanks for visiting, and for your encouragement!
Beautiful post, Heather. I’m so glad I came over to read. Sometimes I forget that God’s embrace is soothing.
Ami, I appreciate your comment. Thanks for reading … and it can be so (too) easy to forget that God’s embrace soothes our hearts and souls.
I love that perspective. Good reminder that size is all relative and how BIG our God is…and yet when we see Him, He will look alot like Jesus.
Great point, Dad. Thanks for your comment! And for showing me as my earthly father both how BIG our God is and how NEAR He comes to His people.